Why is this so hard?
Why do I have to do this?
People say I will get it - It's just part of life.
People say it will come eventually
that it will pull itself together
that it will coordinate somehow
I have yet to understand even a fraction of it.
No one has put in an comprehendable way
Those behind me don't have the patience
And I don't have the patience with myself
I know I have to get through this somehow,
I just don't know when it will all come together...